Was going to bed, but thought I'd put some more Poems on

Just to say that everything isn't in order, so all my poems etc,etc, are all mixed up, but it is a story on it's own.


Prayer Two


Dear Lord, please listen to my prayer
I know you always do
and you are always there
You know all my secrets
and yet you do not turn me away
I know you by my side
and helping me through the battle
Lord, I know you want to see me happy
I want to be
I want to be able to teach others
of the love you give to me
Lord, I know I don't have the voice to sing
no matter how much I would like to
To be able to sing about you,
but it will never happen
as my confidence has been broken
Lord, I'm not a killer
and I don't want to be Lord
No matter how many times they hurt me
I wouldn't be able to take their life,
but Lord I don't know what todo
and seen that I go into the mood
A mood to kill, though just in my head
Lord, I'm scared
Please help me and guide me
Lord, please be with me
and help me to always stay calm
To always remember who I am
And help me not to loose myself

DANCING PRINCESS

There she was a lonely dancing princess
waiting for someone to dance with her,
but no one dared to touch her,
for they knew they'll surely die.
Her moves were those of a sad dance
a dance no one else understood
only those who were very close,
but still no one dared to dance with her
Her eyes filled with tears
and her dancing faded
as it became boring to her
She became isolated
and never spoke a word again
everyone knew she was not a princess
but in their eyes she danced like one,
she smiled like one and she laughed like one,
but all she really was, was a normal girl
that someday her prince charming
would carry her away from the evil that surrounded her
Her dancing faded
and so did she
She was never seen again.

TIME WENT BY

There she was
Her hair flowing gently
as the wind blew through
Her eyes sparkling
as she looked out towards the sea
waiting and hoping her love will come
It grew dark and cold
The stars began to twinkle
and made her look like princess
waiting for her prince
Time went by, but still she stood
not saying a word
and not moving a foot
She stood there
and watched the waves break
Then finally he came
excited to get close to his love
but time had went by
and he never seen her again.

WHAT IS LOVE

I met this guy
who stole my heart
I thought I was dreaming,
but it's true
HIs mine and I love him,
but what is love?
To me love is just another non feeling
and never to be used by anyone
I was scared to get serious
I always thought things would never work out,
but they have and I am lucky
Can one call it lucky?
No, it's not luck, his a gift from God
and he is my gift
He is like gold
especially his smile
It makes me want to crumble
just to know that smile is for me
I never knew what love was
until I met that special person
and until I felt the love inside
Love is just not another non feeling
but a feeling of happiness and joy
A feeling of sharing the happiness
with each other
and the happiness of caring.

THE STEPS OF LOVE

First we were friends
and it happend on those Admin steps
that I met the one I love
It was those steps where we got talking
and now we are together
It was those steps
where things had happend
It was those steps
where we first kissed
and now my friend is staring
Oh yes she is and guess where
Oh yes on those steps
on those steps of Love
Just one step at a time
that's all you have to take
to make your dreams come true
as if you don't your dreams might fall
and those steps won't be completed
so take the advice
and follow the steps
the steps that will lead you to the one you love.

MATRIC 1997

It's time to say good-bye
To leave the school we love
It's time to start a new
and carry on where we left
We might be far away,
but our heart will be with you
How can we ever forget what you've taught
us through the years we were here
We've seen your laughing face,
We've seen the struggle that you had,
But still it did not cause us to hate
the things you've done.
You piled us up with school work,
which made it hard for us to have fun,
But still we love you School
and you'll always be in our hearts
It's time to say good-bye
to carry on with what we've learnt
We'll never forget you
and we hope you'll never forget us
We love you School,
with all the friends we made
It hard to say good-bye
to those we learnt to know
Good-bye School, good-bye

A TIME TO EXPRESS

Standing under the sky
As it folds me with it's blankets
I think of you, that first time you kissed me
No one else is in my thoughts but you
No matter what others say we are one
words cannot say it
niether can a song
words are hard to find
I didn't know it could be so hard
why do you make life tough for me
when I told you over and over
that I love you
Is it some fairy tale
or a dream that lasts for a second
why, tell me why
does it have to happen this way
All my problems you know
All my cries for help you know
so why when you know so much
does it have to end for us
Love is blind like others say
and so that's the way it'll be
The end has come
Good-bye

HAPPY THOUGHTS

I thought I'll writhe a Poem
A poem with happy thoughts,
but nothing really seems to be happy
everything looks so dreary
So I put my mind at ease
and thought about you
Memories stared flooding
with happy thoughts
Nothing now can get in the way
My mind is fixed on you
and the happy moments spend each day
Those moments of dreary feelings
has changed into moments of happiness
and it's all because of you
Maybe that's why I love you so much
why I love being around you
and why I love sharing things with you
Yes it's that, but it's also because you are yourself
and I love you just the way you are.

PRAYER

Dear Lord,
I just can't sleep
I'm so frustrated, I feel like giving up
Giving up on everything
My mind is filled with fighting
Fighting with others and fighting with myself
Lord, there is a war,
awar deep down inside,
a war that doesn't seem t owant to end
It's okay saying that I'm fine,
that everything is just going to be the way I want it,
but Lord, I don't know how much longer
how much I can take before
I'll break into microscopic peices,
before my head will start to swell
like an air balloon
I don't know Lord,
I just don't know,
but one thing I want to do right now Lord,
is put my head on the pillow
and dream or hope for a better day tomorrow

LOVE ON THE WALL

In the corner of the wall
is pictures of me and my love
Pictures I treassure,
Pictures of love
I call that corner,
Love on the wall
which I once heard from a friend
while he mistook a tittle of a movie
On that wall I see happiness
Happiness which I found throught year
It reminds me that I'm not alone
That love and friendship
overcomes the power of hatred
I will never shut that wall away
For I want everyone to see
that they to can have
a love on the wall

I WANT TO BE YOUR CHILD

So many times I wonder
and sometimes I wonder to far
how preciaous every day is
that we often take for granted
and nothing really matters
and life is just a blank
instead of letting God in
we push him away
He really cares about us
although we cannot see him,
hear or touch him
He makes all things beautiful
so we can see his love for us
but yet we close our eyes to him
and make the beauty look black
He is calling out our names today
to come an follow him
but yet we do not hear him and go the other way
It's time to open up our eyes and say
Lord I want to be your child

The next one I wrote for a friend who was abused.

MY FRIEND

My friend, I know that you are hurting
The pain is deep
and you just can't get away
You lie awake at night
thinking about the past
and the pain people caused you
My friend, I know the pain,
I know what you are going through
You try to hide it as if it was your fault,
but my friend it's not
and I'm by your side all the way
The road is long and dark
there isn't a light in sight,
but my friend the light will come
and together we can make it
My friend, I'm there
and I promise that you'll get through the hurt
You might think that you won't be happy,
but my friend, happiness awaits you
Be patient and keep your faith,
as one day, my friend
You will have all the happiness you need
My friend, nothing is going to seperate the friendship that we have
For the love we have for each other is stronger
then the pain anyone can cause